…because i hate waking up and feeling the way i do.
i just want someone to tell me this is okay, and for me to believe them. and i want to talk to my bestfriend. but for some reason, neither of these things are happening.
this happened to me at the same time last year. october 29th, to be exact. all the way until january 5th. i’ll never forget it. i swore to myself that i would never let it happen again. i’m so scared it will. i’m way too vulnerable when it comes to these things. and i’m losing friends because of it.
it’s not worth it.
i keep telling myself that, and i know it’s true. it just hurts.
yesterday is gone. tomorrow, things will get better. i just have to start with today.
me, dani, rachel, erin, joe, ajay, andrew, tyler, and skylar.
dani’s house, community center, burger king, skylar’s house, random pictures, awkward backseats, climbing trees, dance parties, and way too much ultimate frisbee.
better not get screwed over, like alwaysss.
going to danielle’s house with like everyone?!
i like myself more when i’m not around you.
possibly the best night ever.
my bestfriend and i got to relive our childhood via music: cheetah girls, hilary duff, spice girls, and so on. our choreography was amazingly legit.<3
the best part was the hoedown throwdown, where i was miley cyrus for like 3 minutes LOL. it was just great…and i got paid for it.
i love vivian and our terrible clues, deep conversations, dances, and all that.<3