“New Year’s eve is like every other night; there is no pause in the march of the universe, no breathless moment of silence among created things that the passage of another twelve months may be noted; and yet no man has quite the same thoughts this evening that come with the coming of darkness on other nights.”—Hamilton Wright Mabie
chill out and you’ll feel better. friends that are boys > boyfriends. stop caring so much. if they want to talk to you, they’ll make an effort. sad songs are for sad people, listen to happy music and cheer up. cursing helps you to vent. stop apologizing so much. have friends that listen to you when you’re at your worst. texting takes up too much time, live in the moment.
i haven’t done it for a few months, so i guess that’s okay. this would happen when everything finally fell into place. it’s my fault, but that obviously doesn’t make me feel better. this needs to stop now.
i bet you didn't know that i am terrified of the dark, and every time i think of you, i smile. i bet you don't know that i hate thunderstorms but love dancing in the rain. or how much i laugh with my friends & how much i truly enjoy being happy. i bet you don't know how many tears i've cried just for you, or how much i doubt myself every day. i bet you don't know how ticklish i am or how i can't make decisions. & how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes. i bet you didn't know that i would do anything to be with you. but mostly i bet you didn't know how much i love you
320.) I’m not looking to fall in love. I’m not even necessarily looking for a boyfriend right now. All I really want is to find a nice, good guy I can text late at night, joke around with, and be stupid with. Someone who likes the same music as me, someone I can easily talk to, someone I can be my total self around and not mind at all. A guy I can waste Friday nights with, laugh with, and have fun with. Someone who’s not perfect, but understands me, you know?
and how everything is so different; how much everything has changed.
i hate doing that. 2010 was interesting, but if i think about it too much i’ll start being all sad+wishing i could relive it. the biggest transition was going into highschool. it’s so much better than northley. everything’s so good now, i don’t care about anything bad that has happened. focusing on the positive is my new favorite thing.
i’m all for remembering my past, but let’s get on with the future. <3
We're teenagers. We fuck up a lot, we do a lot of crazy shit, we'd rather stay up late at night just to watch TV rather than studying. We like our music loud, we dress up the way we want to, we like going to concerts, we're clumsy, we eat whatever we want to eat, we fall in love too easily, we often break rules, but that's the way of life we want to live. To live beyond extraordinary. We want to be forever young.