my favorite ex-wife just put something on here about complaining. and it got me to thinking. everything i’ve posted on here has been negative. and there’s so many amazing things i have in my life. i have friends and family that love me, a roof above my head, food on the table, access to everything i need to achieve my dreams, and so much more. and i take it all for granted.
i really do appreciate all the things God has given me. i should acknowledge that more. with all the bad things, it should be so easy to see the contrast of the good things. i honestly don’t complain this much. this is just a place for me to write how i feel. and on the inside, i’m usually screaming. people believe me when i say i’m fine. i’ve learned to deal with it. but when all that emotion just builds up without anyone caring, it gets hard.
but i could have it so much worse.
i’m going to go sleep in the bed i’m priviledged enough to have.